THIS IS HEAVEN

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now i am trying to be a good person...positive..less stress..good communication skill..good career..good personality...im trying..i hope this could help me to be happy all my life....
bkn ape...ntah la..aku suke fikir negative...lg2 pasal hubungan aku dgn die...bile die snyap mule la aku pkir bkn2..hmm then aku suke nangis..tension..pkir bkn2...actually i know its not good...tp 2 la aku pon xthu nk buat mcm mne..its natural me!! aku harap aku mmpu melakukn anjakan paradigma ke atas diri aku utk kebaikan aku dan org sekeliling aku...aminnn~

currently aku dah pun dkt sbulan keje kat positive mind resources company under aura seri n millionaire mind power motivation n training...but mse nie aku rse sronok sgt keje kat cni...surrounding yg selese..kawan2 yg best..n bos yg gile2...seronok sgt...thnks for datin ira n dato ibrahim ahmad yg hire aku keje kt cni...keje aku nie require aku utk handle event kat seluruh negara...travel sane cni...bunyi mcm seronok but i know its require more energy n ksabaran jgak (sbb aku dh tgok akak2 kt tempat keje aku nie..huhu). for now aku hanya duk kt pjabat n tolong bhagia pngurusan brang2 event...nti dah lma2 bru aku follow dieorg pegi outstation...xsabar rsenye nk rse pngalaman handle event for real mcm nie....hehehe

nothing new about me since the new year 2011 came....n i hate these feelings n these conditions....ape yg aku patut buat??? i want to be employ mcm org lain...ssah sgt nk cari keje skrg nie....buntu aku!!! it seems like im not doing anything n like im not try or give effort to get the job...im try many times...hundred jobs i had apply but non one of them reply....i feel useless...!!!!

huhuk....akhir thun 2010 smpai la awal thun 2011 nie ramai btol yg melangsungkn perkahwinan...cantik2...excited aku tgok dieorg....bile la turn aku nie....ermmm....antara kwn2 aku yg mlngsungkn prkahwinan trmasuk la huda,aimi mastura,aye,nurul zety,juliana....ade lg kot...xthu la klu ade yg aku lupe...mereka sgt cantikkkkkk!!! tahniah korg n selamat pngantin baru....hehe aku sempat pergi majlis juliana jer....excited..jmpe ramai kwn2 lame time sekolah dulu....nie aku selitkn gmbar2 kwin mereka..

semoga kalian smue bahagia n kekal brsama hingga ke akhir hayat..amin~

dah lame aku xmnulis dlm diary aku nie....n mcm2 dh blaku.....huhu...n aku kini kembali alone after adik2 ku muhammad rahimi n muhammad amirul dh dihantar pulang ke kmpng halaman 17hb disember 2010 aritu..........i miss them so much!! hmmmm lpas adik2 aku pulang aku dpt interview 21hb disember 2010....jawatan personal assistant dkt technofit....tp bkn rezki aku...aku xdpt pggilan after that...sigh* huhuk never mind...rezki ade dimna2..hmmmm disebabkn aku ALONE kt rumah...my dearest cyunk bought me a babies so that i will not b ALONE....hehe he bought me babies kura2 yg cumilllll bangat!! 2 ekor....sekor jantan n sekor betina....mereka sgt lincah...25hb disember 2010 tu la kami bdua p danau kota beli mereka bdua....kami nme kn mereka KIKI n LALA....KIKI for the gurl n LALA for the boy.....hehe so cute...so now i dah x bored lg...tiap pagi aku akn tukarkn air mereka n bg mereka makan....ptg2 aku lpaskn mereka merangkak n jalan2 kat umah or atas tilam...so cute! thnks dear...26hb disember 2010 me n my dearest cyunk n his friends p tgok bola dkt bukit jalil....SUZUKI CUP....MALAYSIA vs INDONESIA!! supposely my dearest cyunk n his bro yg pegi..but later on his bro ade hal n xsihat...so dpt la aku join...aku sgt excited!!!!!!!!!!! my first experience watch football dkt stadium....mmg happening...MALAYSIA team mmg sgt2 hebat...mse 2 indon telah ditewaskn 3-0....me n my dearest cyunk btol2 naik SEH...haha..smpai nk jatuh dari kerusi....hahaha....kami pulang dgn hati yg sgt2 PUAS malam 2 dan sggah mkn di AWWAL MAJU sblum balik............final SUZUKI CUP kami tonton di NISMA pada 29hb disember 2010 hari rabu......mmg happening....ramai pminat bola sepak yg tgok mlm 2..msing2 sgt bsemagat..wlupon malaysia kalah 2-1 kpd indon mlm 2.....mlaysia still menang mata agragate...4-2..therefore MALAYSIA JUARA PIALA SUZUKI!!!! alhamdulillah....n the hero was safee,idlan n fahmi n all team mlaysia...im proud to be malaysian!
begitu la hidup n hari2 trakhir aku utk thun 2010 nie.....kite jmpe next year plak k! 2011 here i come!!