THIS IS HEAVEN

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast
You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch, oh it dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/p/passenger/let_her_go.html ]
Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast
Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much and you dive too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Oh oh oh no
And you let her go
Oh oh oh no
Well you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

My heart was paralyzed
My head was over-sized
I'll take the high road like I should
You said, "It's meant to be.
That it's not you it's me."
You're leaving now for my own good
That's cool but if my friends ask where you are I'm gonna say
She went down in an airplane
Fried getting sun tanned
Fell in a cement mixer full of quicksand
Help me, help me, I'm no good at goodbyes
She met a shark under water
Fell and no one caught her
I returned everything I ever bought her
Help me, help me, I'm all out of lies
And ways to say you died
My pride still feels the sting
You were my everything
Someday I'll find a love likes yours
She'll think I'm Superman
Not Super Minivan
How could you leave on Yom Kippur?
That's cool but if my friends ask where you are I'm gonna say
She was caught in a mudslide
Eaten by a lion
Got run over by a crappy purple Scion
Help me, help me, I'm no good at goodbyes
She dried up in the desert
Drowned in the hot tub
Danced to death at an East Side nightclub
Help me, help me, I'm all out of lies
And ways to say you died
I want to live a thousand lives with you
I want to be the one you're dying to love
But you don't want to
That's cool but if my friends ask where you are I'm gonna say
That's cool but if my friends ask where you are I'm gonna say
She went down in an airplane
Fried getting sun tanned
Fell in a cement mixer full of quicksand
Help me, help me, I'm no good at goodbyes
She met a shark under water
Fell and no one caught her
I returned everything I ever bought her
Help me, help me, I'm all out of lies
She was caught in a mudslide
Eaten by a lion
Got run over by a crappy purple Scion
Help me, help me, I'm no good at goodbyes
She dried up in the desert
Drowned in the hot tub
Danced to death at an East Side nightclub
Help me, help me, I'm all out of lies
And ways to say you died

People wondering y i'm so in love with u coz they never know how crazy r u...n how crazy we can be...A million fight never erase the memories of us, and the tears can never fade the color of our love..it will stay strong no matter how.. Sometimes i have been thinking that i can't find someone like u..fun, childish, immature, All Mighty God, crazy, sweet n many other crazy features..Even i am wondering y i still in love with someone who hurt me so much..makes me cry so bad...but at the same time a person who makes me laugh and goes crazy at all the time... I wish i could laugh for the rest of time...smile all day n have another fight with u...and ends it with kisses and hugs all night long..i wish i could keep u..so many wish..and hope.. Or i should forget..and let the time decide..but how? hmmm just wanna let u know that u r so special in my heart..its easy to fall in love but to stay is so special..only special person like u will be in my heart forever. If the fate never let us to be together..i will always pray for your happiness..and hope she could make u smile, happy and crazy like how we use to be..

Ya Allah tolong la hentikan air mata nie............i can't stop it! lemahnye ko nie azie...knp la jd cmni...tiap malam rse nk nangis puas2...xthu la....rse syg sgt nk tggalkan smue nie.......i'm reluctant to forget all this...i got to be strong...be strong azie...please~ :'( :'(

i'm waiting my last day with tears....and sad songs...lol
rumah? yeah aku dh usha 2 3 umah area shah alam...klu ade..awal november aku transfer barang aku ckit2...n middle of november aku chow!
all this lyrics was so me...i'm holding on for something i haven't got~..this all was out of my control
xplar...aku prcaya kpada hikmah Allah....aku redha...walaupon dlm trpaksa...
i can't do anything more :'(

Hi dear blog..i think i should change ur name..ziera's tears is better i think..lol

Dear blog..tonite i cry again...my head was so miserable and i can't think wisely...i hate myself...i felt like i carried a big stone on my back...try to walk this road...

This evening i'm felt like fucking lost, fucking sad, fucking bad mood...............like i dont want to do anything else...arghh wht a test! i'm tired

mari la menangis smpai air mata nie keringgggg.....i am zeroooo...zerooo and zerooo inside :(

Hi dear blog, currently i waiting and counting my time to leave Segambut..mybe forever like how i leave Gombak. The place where the memories live forever. Someday i will cry if i pass by this place...maybe! haha (crying again..)

Each songs represent my feelings towards u...every words means a lot for me..and i know u knew..and i know u feel it...i love all about u...ur smile..ur character...ur joke...and i never regret to know somebody like u..and how i wish i can find someone like u in future....I LOVE U a lot~

No I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time... 

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart, 
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me.
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, 
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of heart
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all! 

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Tonight was my saddest night of my life...malam nie aku telah pon delete my last and my most favorite pictures and story of me and him...Ya Allah..sedihnya hanya Kau yg tahu...sakitnya hati nie pun hanya Kau yg tahu Ya Allah..and mybe after this i will create another blog to replace this sad blog...i will delete all of them...burn this fullhouse of my dream..what can i say? dalam msa2 mcm nie..air mata jer dpt bbicara dan mulut xlagi mampu utk mngucapkan apa2 prkataan...

Ya Allah tabahkan hati ku utk melangkah pergi jauh dari dirinya dan memori2 kami...memori2 nie cukup mnyeksakan aku...aku xbleh brpura2 senyum lg....aku menangis tiap hari....

Harapan yg remuk..hancur..aku xnmpk jalan utk mbinanya semula...lebih hancur bila org yg xthu apa2 msuk cmpur seolah2 mereka thu smuenya....sememangnya hanya aku dan kau yg mngetahui segala2nya...mcm mne aku brkorban utk kau & mcm mne pengorbanan kau utk aku....aku sedih sebab aku trpaksa buang semua tu....aku hargai sgt smue tu...smue prgaduhan, jatuh bangun kite yg mnguatkn kite...tp tu smue dulu...skrg smuenya dh trlambat....jgn cri aku lg....doakan aku ok dan bahagia..InshaAllah..

Malam nie..perasaan sakit & pedih yg aku tanam dalam2 telah dikorek keluar...pedihnya Allah je yg tahu...smpai la saat aku menulis blog nie...air mata aku msih mngalir...aku xdpt nk terima kenyataan nie...rse mcm semalam bru jadi...sakit sgt.... :'(

Semoga hari2 brlalu dpt mnyembuhkan luka dihati...dan aku harap aku dpat delete smue ingatan aku padanya selama almost 4 tahun nie...aku sedih...aku xkuat...berikan aku kekuatan Ya Allah...aminnn

Hehe arini kje aku brjalan jer non-stop dgn kwn ku Erika..tujuan utama utk renew passport nk ke Krabi nti...lpas tu alang2 trus tukar IC baru...tukar Maybank baru...renew lesen kreta....hehe mcm2..puas hati!



lpas tu..kami merayap trus ke KLCC..makan2 di Chillis and tgok wayang...yeyy mission accomplish dgn jayanya! Now penat & nk tdo cause esok keje...

# ehemm..sabtu malam aku balik Kelantan with my sister, brother and my friend Erika..xsabarrrrnyeee!! Rindu mama and adik2...Tahun nie giliran aku plak utk wat korban...ngee sonok..Alhamdulillah selesai la satu ibadah yg xseberapa dari aku Hamba-Nya yg hina..moga ibadah ku diterima...aminnnn

# aku ade beli telekung baru utk mama..t-shirt baru utk adik2 trsayang...hope mama & adik2 suke la nti..trfikir nk bagi jer beg Sembonia baru aku tu kat mama..haha i wanted to give everything the best for her...I LOVE HER SO MUCH...tp trfikir..beg tu vogue sgt...so aku akn beli lain yg sesuai sikit utk mama nti...i love u mama.

Baby, I don't understand, just why we can't be lovers. Things are getting out of hand, tryin' too much but baby we can't win. Let it go~

Hai blog..lama xmenulis..malas jer lately..hahaha hmm tonight aku rse sonok sgt jalan2 cri makan dgn kawan2 aku erika & aza..how i wish the moment stay forever with me..but i should realize that people come & go in our life...no one stay forever....walaupon tu fact yg paling sakit utk aku terima tp nak x nak aku tetap kena terima...even family pon xkan stay dgn kite selama2nya...kn? ini kan plak bf...kawan..n kenalan2 lain..hmm redha jlar..InshaAllah

Hmm since aku thu ramai yg stalk blog aku skrg..aku dah tekad xkan crita lg hal2 hubungan cinta aku dlm nie...ape yg aku rse..sedih ke...meraung ke...ke laut ke...aku xnk dah crite (utk menjaga hati semua pihak) biar la andaian2 korg jer yg menilai sape aku....and harap kepada Miss Stalker...smoga anda berbahagia...xpayah la rse takot...cemburu or sakit hati dgn post2 sbelum nie....anggap jlar tu satu crite cinta yg dah basi...aku xde niat nk rampas bf sape2...aku cuma kwn dgn incik juhairy (incik juhairy sila jgn perasan sgt ok)...hahaha aku harap korg brdua bahagia selamanya..smpai ke jinjang pelamin...dun wory my story with him already come to the end...

I swear i will stop posting something about my heart...even before this smue tentang hati aku..adalah rahsia...aku xnk share dgn sesiapa...biar la hanya aku, dan Allah jer yg tahu...so dun worry...La nie ape yg aku akan update adalah fenomena, agenda & perkara2 menarik yg bakal terjadi, sedang terjadi & yang menarik sahaja.....lol i have a lot but y all this while aku asyk post pasal bnde2 frust???? bongok kn? hahahahaha what ever! it will never happen again my dear blog :)

Ok for now i am planning to find a new job...mana2 la Shah Alam ke..PJ ke...niat aku utk cari pengalaman, berdikari and lari jauh dari Segambut nie....aku xperlukn semua kenangan & aku xperlukan kamu kembali (haha curi lirik Lelaki Yuna) lol...So proses menghantar, meng-edit resume, mncari2 kabel pon brmula...hehe malas jer rse...tp trpaksa....harap2 murah la rezeki aku...xsabar...tp aku akan sedih sbb kawan2 aku xde disisi aku...nak wat cmne kn...trpaksa la brdikari..InshaAllah smuenye akan OK!

Bulan 1 vacation ke Krabi 4H3M akan tetap di teruskan...xsabar! (aku memang kurang sabar) hehe lama dah nk rse percutian..asyk kje jer...penat la...so kne simpan duit utk shopping & aktiviti kat sne nti..yeyyyy!!
Ok la nie jer yg trbaru dari aku malam nie...nak stop & basuh baju sat...daaaa~