THIS IS HEAVEN

Semalam, tengahmalam....someone send me the song " I choose you".....aku cari lirik lagu tu...sgguh lirik die sgt best...suara pnyanyi die pon...layan aku...tp suddenly this song reminds me to someone....

yup...this song really remind me to someone...this song is like a picture of me long long longggg time ago, mse aku asyk gaduh...kmudian bbaik balik...bgduh dan bbaik...benci kjap..sayang kjap....
Its really me...i just want to be shine underneath his eyes....gave my all world to him...to us.....
and everytime....i wanted to tell the world that we finally alright and anyhow he will become mine and i will become his...

And yes...im crying so badly...dunno y...rse touched sgt dgn lagu tu...and aku sedar...my life not as happy as before lg...even somebody is treating me like a queen...even he gave me his best...but somehow i really miss my old me......(tulis nie pon aku still nanges lg....gile kn!)

Penat dh aku recall everything...tp aku sedar mcm mne pon aku bwat..life would never be the same again....i think the feeling pon xkn sama lg mcm dulu....lgpon aku dh jauh...mungkin ade hikmah smue nie....hmmm

ok la...its 9.11 am....aku nk start kje dh...tata

p/s: aku rse aku nk peod la...bab tu emo xmenentu..huhu bengong!

Ok topik xsihat nie mmg sinonim dgn cik Azie,
Sebab aku mmg slalu mnhadapi masalah nie...badan rse lemau, lesu, letih....rse lembik sgt....xthu la nie mmg angkara fizikal aku, makanan aku, gaya hidup aku....atau mmg sebab aku mmg slalu xsihat secara nomal sejak azali atau sebab shaitonorajim yg brsarang dalam badan aku nie...smpai aku rse berat and malas yg bertingkek2...hadoiiii..correction! bkn malas tp rse tak bermaya dan lemau.......
tolong la...apekah ubatnye?? nk jogging pon....nk jogging kat mne? bile? dgn sape? huhu hmmm mcm mne eh...kurg mkn tu dh slalu wat tp sama gak...kurg tido kah? rsenye tak....hmmm makanan tak sihat kah?
aku mkn mcm biase jer...nasi tu opkos! ape lg? hmm ntah la..nti aku tnya la encik Google utk settlekan prob aku nie...skrg aku nk smbung wat kje aku yg mnimbun nie...daaaa~

Tepon Cik Abang saya telah rosak dan kesunyian saya bertambah2....ditambah pula kerinduan....didarab pula kebosanan...hmmm sabor jlar

*Malam kang jmpe la die...haha gedik je lebih*

Hye blog,

Smalam baru aku sampai Shah Alam setelah 4 hari bercuti. Hari nie aku xdpt trime knyataan sbb dh start kje!! damnnnn...huhu start kje dan start duk sorg kt opis mcm slalu...haha aku kje sorg klu nak thu...xde officemate..hanya aku dan boss je...tp boss aku ade convention hari nie....so tggal la aku sorg2...huhu

Duk 4 hari kt kmpung rase mcm honeymoon jer....rse fresh sgt2...owh klu la kmpung aku tu 3  minit jer dri shah alam nie...hari2 aku balik...
waaaaa!!

Hi blog,
Its been so long i'm not here atas sebab2 yg xdpt dielakkan. Skrg 2 okt, pukul 8:29am, i already at my new work place MIDAS Planners sek 15. Damn!! i changed job again...and it hurt...mcm keluar mulut naga masuk mulut singa!

Aku start keje semalam 1 okt. and its like u are jumping in sungai yang sgt deras. I was been chasing for report, chasing in doing my job..chasing to this, to do that. and i'm feeling scared to go to work, feel worried more, exhausted walaupon utk hari pertama.....damn!! Bile la aku leh dpt keje yg serasi dgn hati aku nie....

JD aku pnye la byk...i know its gonna make me a better person, (think positive!!). Well my position are ADMIN EXECUTIVE CUM PERSONAL ASSISTANT!! position pnye gempak, but when it comes to salary.......no komen!

Ya Allah permudahkan la urusan hambamu ini......aku dah xlarat nk lari, nk hantar resume, nk p intrview sana sini.....aku penat!

Permudahkan la Ya Allah dan jgn la kau ssahkan....aminnnn ya rabbal alamin..